Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Advocation of Bimbotism

Despite Tiger Ong's advice I've decided to come online and blog hee! I'm quite sick of all the tests and etc, but ya whatever.

It's the BIMBO era! All the way for singers who create songs that are easily digestable! I've gone from purely eastern to purely western, and my playlist only comprises of people like Hilary Duff, Ashlee Simpson, Greenday, The Click Five, Robbie Williams and of course MY FAVOURITE GWEN stefani!!!! Tons of bimbotic lyrics, love, sex and swear words. But in a time like this, all are welcome!

We've just formed the FART, as in Wankai and I. Fat Artistes and Rimbos Team . Rimbos = Bimbos, we couldn't find a word for bimbo that began with R so we just changed the spelling. And kudos to fat artistes because they never fail to make us feel better like when Hilary's arms were swinging in the wind in The Cinderella Story, or when Lindsay Lohan snagged Chad Michael Murray with her sticky-out tummy. And if YOU out there, guy OR girl find that you're like us, feel free to join us! HAHAH!

I AM TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH GWEN!! NO DOUBT absolutely rocks how can I not have seen it till now!!!

Monday, February 20, 2006

F5 surprise!

People who frequent my blog should be terribly annoyed by my constant repetitions of how much I LOVE F5! They're truly the greatest friends anyone can ever have! I really don't know how we got together, but God must love us very much to arrange for us five to sit so strategically together from the very first day we stepped into B3.

They knew I was well, not really elated recently about school, and so all of them dropped by (including meixi who was like acting INSANE!) after school! They started screaming for eddie and asking random people where eddie was but of course you know how bloody boring hc people are so they just stared blankly haha!! Had a good time laughing at them, but it struck me how long it has been before I did crazy stuff like this at will. Maybe it's true how I shouldn't have come to such a restricting school. We retreated to venezia later and had ice cream. Chatted for a while, then went off on our ways. Was a short but very heartwarming chat about old times, new friends and teachers.

Mrs. Lim called me too. Poor thing she's super busy herself. But guess we'll all survive!

I love Gwen Stefani! Quick come back Sammi before she takes your place, haha!!

Saturday, February 18, 2006

Excellent Ending to a Shitty Week

It has been an exceedingly shitty week with everyone around me including myself succumbing to the Stress God. I know there are some who have become extremely unfriendly due to their own stress but it's ok. Tolerance.

But it's ok, the shitty week ended well with a visit to AC's fun-o-rama! Saw my greatest buddies again along with their buddies like Clement and Mark etc. Is always great seeing AC people cos they're ever so friendly unlike HC people who avoid your gaze. No one will EVER attend HC's funfairs because of their terrible social grace!! But it's ok! Relax. THINK POSITIVE! God must have His reasons. Was fun but spent $40 which is no good though worth it cos made me happy for one morning.

Rushed back to school with the mole (met her there, much to her dismay HAHAH!) for filming. Started off on a very terrible mood and there were a few people who really looked ready to hack everyone's heads but got better as the filming began. Concept from me and middle part from someone else, will show everyone once editing is done!

On a random note I've become a new fan of Gwen Stefani's. I never used to understand how Sammi Cheng her number one loyal fan would like Gwen, but now that I'm hooked on her I begin to understand why. She just has this very special attitude, very mainstream (blonde hair, pregnant AND married for more than a few months >>weird combi for rockers like her) and yet very unconservative (Bubble, Pop, Electric!). I really like this girl, hope it's not too late to start digging into her collection from No Doubt though her solo debut has been really great.

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

Totally Horrid Day

Friends should know what happened today. Had to release some tension, but I'm perfectly happy now, and I even feel like I found a new direction. Guess it wasn't too bad a thing after all.

Back to work!

Valentine's Day!

This must be the worst Valentine's Day of my life.

I woke up in horror finding that I was in the same position as that of the previous night, meaning I slept through my alarm. I was supposed to wake up at 10.45 p.m. to do my work, because I am so behind time and everything, but guess what, I didn't. I rushed to pack my bag and left for school where everything for Vday was in a mess, people were confused, things were missing and etc, annoying students asking everywhere about their balloons and whatever, which was damn pissing off cos couldn't they see we were delivering!! Councillors didn't appear cos there wasn't a proper relay message and no one knew what to do and all.

Then I realised I lost clear vision in my right eye and I couldn't see things that were far very clearly. I thought I was becoming myopic and starting panicking but my classmates said it probably wasn't the case. (The 5 hour nap in the afternoon proved it was just fatigue)

Class was horrible in the start because it was my favourite lesson E***S. Every lesson I get called and coerced into booking an appointment no matter how many times I say I'm surviving well on my own stop bloody pushing me!!!! The reason to why I do not want to speak to him is because I cannot freaking understand all your logic and I do not want to yawn into your face any longer I cannot pay attention past one minute. It's not your problem it's mine!!! I can't stand waking up and feeling nervy every lesson and night just because I didn't have the time or forgot to do some work because he keeps pestering me!!!!!! It's like all that's on my mind now study e***s get off my back study e***s get off my back study e***s get off my back it's driving me crazy I want to slap people and hurl abuses but I am civilised. Just one more bloody time and I will speak to him I cannot stand being so nervy and jumpy and hating one of the more interesting subjects because every freaking E***s period we see him. Shouldn't he spend more time on all those people who don't actually give the slightest shit rather than come pick on me when I am already deficient of sleep and rest (and hence peeling on the sides of my nose my mouth and losing my sight in my right eye) and STILL able to pass my bloody shit of a promos with a C without understanding his lectures and tutorials last year. I KNOW I'm behind the rest (I don't think so actually, it's just that I show it and the rest hide it) and that you're "worried" so you say but I've lost my faith in all HC teachers cept the very rare few who were left behind in my J1 years like Ms. Selva. I keep wanting to swear and swear and swear to release some tension but bloody hell forget it. I'm cool.

Shit I'm past my rest time. Back to freaking E***s and math which I'm ALSO lagging in. And I can't find anyone to study with me and that totally sucks cos there's NO ONE to call or ask when I have questions cos no one is doing their work and I can't find the strength to keep awake anymore unlike the time when we were studying together as a class.

Maybe A Levels is just a competition to see who sleeps the least.

VDay really sucks this year. But thanks anyway, for the gifts. Appreciated. And I'm so sorry to all the AC people who were expecting me to come. I'll see you all soon all right!

Sunday, February 12, 2006

Unemotional

It's quite depressing to see your friends around you breaking down. To watch helplessly as he/she in pain or torment and not being able to do anything is an extremely horrible feeling. As most people would know I'm not really bothered about anyone's lives and I won't ask about anything unless I really, really am concerned or like you very much (in a friendly way), and they way my friend really just broke down the other day seriously tormented me, and I went home pretty upset myself.

I'd leave a note here, just for this friend of mine. I'm sure you know who you are.

I think you read my blog pretty often and I'm actually talking to you now as I write this, but it's really quite odd to say it directly to you. I'm not completely sure about what's stressing you, but I just hope that after this ordeal, you'll regain your former self and get high with me! Never forget that you have all of us behind you in everything you do! I'll always be here if you need me. ILULE!

Cheer up! Have some chocolate!

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Interesting Trivia

I haven't blogged for quite a few days. Nothing much to say, but will provide a list of interesting trivia that I don't think anyone/many people know about.

Interesting Trivia (that everyone totally needs to know) about Honyi
1. I have hair on my tummy. Not like long and think EWW but like fine hairs HAHAH! I'm quite ashamed of it but I doubt anyone will be seeing it anytime soon. TEEHEE! HAHAHA!
2. I don't actually want to lose weight anymore. There are some random periods that I actually felt like losing weight so that I won't look like a whale. But I've ruled out that possibility, judging the circumstances. And I don't really wanna give up on all the food! People around me have also been commenting how nice it is to hug me and Xun also said I'm a true blue marshmallow hahaha! (I agree it doesn't feel as good to hug skinny people HAHA!) So as long as I maintain what I am now I think I should be all right. Lindsay and Hilary are so stupid.
3. I think I'm going blonde. Not literally, but as in the choices I make. I absolutely refuse to think anymore outside school, and I'm beginning to prefer people like Hilary Duff and Ashlee Simpson's songs to comfort me during Sammi's absence (of more than 1.5 years where are you!!!!). And having swept the DVD store and watched almost every single chick flick available I'm resorting to renting movies like Herbie: Fully Loaded to pass my time during my Friday Movie Times.
4. I have a secret (not very also actually) obsession for any films with the following: Lindsay Lohan, Hilary Duff, Angelina Jolie, JLo. No I'm not lesbian. It's cos they are/were either fat or have fantastic bods, which is pleasing to the eye.
5. I have a mole on the left of my forehead at the exact location of Sammi's mole. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

OK maybe these aren't very interesting, and they aren't like trivia also. Cos people like wankai would know point 4 and xun would know point 3 (I assume). But never mind la, nothing to do! HAHA!

Saturday, February 04, 2006

18!!!

YAY! I'm 18! I don't feel 18 at all. What is it supposed to feel like anyway? Oh well. Think I've gained a lot of weight over the few days, after consuming huge amounts of pizza (2 slices and half the garlic bread!!), 3 slices of cake, ice cream and a huge chinese dinner. But I'm not complaining, because people around me have suffered because of my birthday haha, arranging all the surprises and everything! The big bash began on Thur, and it's not ended yet! Thanks to everyone!!! I'm deeply appreciative. I know some of you were quite annoyed cos I kept noticing your surprises and in the end spoilt everything unintentionally but oh well! Hahah!!

Thur Night @ Huiyan's
The first celebrations began at Huiyan's! WHYT! comprising of Wankai The Suan Huiyan (and me of course) were the very, very first people to offer to celebrate with me! I'm very, very grateful for all of you, especially to Huiyan's Dad for giving us all a treat to pizza (HAWAIIAN HAWAIIAN!!!) and lending us his place to watch Lindsay Lohan's The Parent Trap (which was pretty funny by the way)! Almost died stuffing myself with the pizza, garlic bread and coke! Had an excellent time with WHYT!, and to be frank we didn't quite want to leave when the show ended.

Friday Morning @ school with WHYT!
My first gift (besides my old iPod from my dad and lovely purple watch from my mom) arrived on Friday from WHYT! Although it's only the "appetizer" (quote Huiyan), I thought it was a wonderful gesture. It's the "Karma Sootra- the Honyi guide", comprising of many notes from the past month from the rest of WHYT! Turns out they have been preparing for my gift for a month! Although they claim that the "real gift" which will arrive soon will be much better, I'm seriously contented with my Karma Sootra. Thank you WHYT! I really don't know what else to say besides a huge thank you and a hug of gratitude! And I do love every single one of you, Wankai, HY AND The Suan!!!

Fri Afternoon @ School With 05A12
This really came as quite a surprise in a way, because I wasn't quite expecting them to do anything for me. Although I've began to appreciate 05A12's very special nature and very special people, to be honest I'm still not THAT close to the rest of the class, though I'm trying to be now. Thank you 05A12 for that lovely blackforest cake, especicially Jianming who made me that lovely card and the rest of the class for signing it and singing me my birthday song, and especially, especially Minsi, my Entertainment-partner, who reminded me (for more than a month) when my birthday was coming. I guess it's cos hers is 4 days after mine haha! But she was definitely much more excited about it than I am! Thank you Minsi!

Fri Evening @ School with F5
This was DEFINITELY the highlight of my entire birthday! F5 actually came down to my school with a lovely chocolate cake to give me a surprise!! Ass koped Shitty's number sneakily from my phone, and arranged to give me a surprise by coming down and bursting in! Though I suspected the whole thing like a week ago and completely guessed it half an hour before they came, and even spoilt it when I saw them walking towards the welfare room with the cake and candles, I must say I was STILL truly surprised to see them!!!! F5 are so the best buddies, the sweetest group of friends I've ever and probably will ever had. I've said this a thousand times and I'll say it again, I love you all and thank y0u very very much for bothering and loving me too!!

Fri Night @ Huiyan's
Back to the old den by night with Wankai and Huiyan, because we were really bored and decided we'd relax by watching a film on Huiyan's annoyingly clear and documentary-like television. We watched this very lame video by Ewan McGregor (Moulin Rouge) who looks real hot in a suit and WITH his shirt and Renee Zellwegger (Bridget Jones) who's really skinny. The whole thing was a satire of 60s films, with very exaggerated moves and everything. Thoroughly enjoyed lying lazily on Huiyan's couch next to the two bums HAHA!

Sat Morning-Afternoon @ PS and Bugis with SACO
I don't think my birthday celebration would have been very complete without spending time with my favourite people in council! Saco members! Really touched that they came down to spend time with me and everything even though everyone's so darn tired and we've see each other only like what, 24/7. Even Sweetie Pie who's very busy with work and who had dramafest in school came down! Only Meat couldn't make it, unfortunately, because she had lessons and training. But it was fun! Ate my third cake with them, a delicious fruity one! I gave them a treat of ice cream at Swensen's, and proceeded to take Neos (we drew Meat's face) and then went to Bugis for shopping. Saco gave me a lovely, very large framed puzzle-photo thing of SACO, which I thought was very, very sweet of them. Thanks especially to Paul who's our birthday present I/C! I bought a Mr. Bean bear for myself too! Very grateful for Saco for the wonderful day!!

Saturday Night @ Thomson Plaza, Peach Garden with Parents
Not really the official celebration in a way, because we didn't go to my fav restaurat, but had a nice Chinese dinner with my parents at Peach Garden. My dad even ordered the more environmental stuff cos I don't want to eat Sharksfin, Bird's Nest or Abalone (I don't like them anyway), so we had a good dinner. Turns out the owner of the restaurant was celebrating her birthday too! She came over and cos she knew my dad she found out we shared the same birthday, so we started praising each other like how people born on the 4th Feb are pretty and intelligent. HAHA! And I don't actually really know her. She told me she ate 3 cakes too! HAHA! What a coincidence.

It's not technically the end of the celebrations yet, cos what is a birthday without a proper outing/dinner/lunch with my beloved F5? But this is it so far, and I'm really, really grateful to everyone especially WHYT! SACO and F5 who have really put in time and effort to accompany me, give me presents and everything.

And of course, thanks to the following people who have, thus far, congratulated me, in order of timing:
1. Meixi (FIRST! But she was 3 mins early)
2. Wankai (SECOND! 1 Minute Early)
3. The Suan (THIRD! But right on time!!)
4. Xun (5 mins late! But he "sang" me a lame birthday song, which was very entertaining!!!)
Followed by: Edwin Tan, Huiyan, Zeying, Joyce (at 7a.m.!!!!), Xingyan SACO, Minsi, Petrina (isn't she in the US or something?!?!), Dorea, Eddie, Elaine (again!), Meat, Siqi, Kailing
Thank you once again! Shall end here!
THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, February 03, 2006

YAY!

It's approximately 8 minutes to my 18th birthday as I type the first sentence of this latest entry. I'm really, really tired from the numerous activities today in celebration of my birthday by my very wonderful classmates and many friends, and therefore I feel I should do them justice by thanking them on my all faithful blog.

I shall write everything in length tom, because I'm not thinking coherently right now, but for now, thanks very, very much to the following:
1. 05A12!
2. Whyt! for the absolutely lovely collection of notes. The Karma Sootra!!!
3. F5!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thank you all so much for all your love. Details tom, after celebrations with SACO and family!

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Interlude

I'm not technically supposed to be here since I woke up late from my half-an-hour-turned-two-hour-nap, but I am seriously and terribly tired from reading my chinese ancient texts (Guwen) again and again and not actually benefitting or absorbing anything. I seriously doubt why I ever joined LEP in the first place, since frankly though I find it interesting at times I don't actually have a burning passion for Chinese and Chinese culture. Which doesn't really help.

While I'm writing this my msn is failing to sign in. It's odd how extremely dependent we are on this messenger system. Once it's down I feel incredibly nervy and anxious, it actually scares me. Well now they tell me there's something wrong with my internet connection. Whatever.

It's nearing my 18th birthday and frankly I don't feel anything except fatigue. I didn't even quite realise it was so soon till people started asking me out and arranging stuff here and there, like SACO and WHYT! though the F5 date is non-existent due perhaps to our very busy schdules (We'll prob celebrate in Dec haha.) It's been mentally exhausting these few months and I'm sure everyone else like me have been feeling extremely worn out. "So shaken as we are, so wan with care," the King used to say, in the opening lines of King Henry IV.

It was especially apparent how everyone is so tired at MamaBong's where everyone just wasn't as high as we all used to. There were tired smiles and weary looks, but thank goodness it only lasted till my boyfriend appeared. Then everyone just leapt from their seats and started cuddling Isaac and proclaiming their everlasting love for the little heart-stealer. He's only 17 years younger haha! Less than the gap between Demi and Ashton. I have a gut MamaBong will probably never invite us to her place again! Hahaha! What baby eaters we are.

Ass, Nat, Bea and I (E had ballet) then proceeded to Sakae Sushi at the Heeren for lunch. The atmosphere wasn't quite there for some reason. We were either stoning or just concentrating on munching on our food, but I did appreciate the time we spent together. Spoke about roughly where we should go after A Levels (Aussie?), and other plans and stuff. Ass Nat and I then went random shopping, Ass and I for wallets and Nat for random clothing. Ass and I are really the best shopping partners cos our style is like walk in, nothing there, walk out. But Nat's really patient cos we don't normally stop everywhere, so I'm grateful for that too. Ass and I bought Liz Clairborne wallets in the end. Frankly I've never heard of the brand, but I really like the new black wallet I bought in contrast (not purposely so) to Ass's white one.

Sorry if I sound extremely boring this entry, but I'm not in a very excitable mood or anything. As you can tell I've been refraining from using Singlish (unless I was unaware or stoning) because I am bent on correcting my deteriorating standard of English. I'm normally always in a pretty good mood before and after my birthday, but this year it's just not there. And this is my 18th birthday! One of the more important ages in life, or so.

And to be quite frank it's actually quite amusing albeit tiring to keep pretending I don't know anything that you guys are all planning stuff and surprises for me. I'm really touched by all your willingness to do something special for me, but seriously, it's ok, I'm glad enough that someone can stand up and organise something and we can all gather and have a meal together or something, whether you're in F5 Whyt! Saco or whatever. You don't really have to give me presents or anything, especially when I don't quite require anything. Thanks to all those who love me out there! My life is a little more beautiful with all of you around!