Reflections

Now that I'm working in the Entertainment Section at a Chinese paper, I sometimes forget how whatever I write may be hurting some people. Not literally actually, since everything I've written so far is positive. I can't really bear writing anything that'll make people feel bad or depressed about themselves, much less malign them or write about something that they didn't do.

It perhaps only hit me how much hurt a reporter can actually cause to so many people when I read the report on Sammi recently. For those who don't know, which I safely assume is everyone, reporters actually took photos of Sammi in her house. A photo of the figure of a naked female bathing, which Sammi denies is herself, was taken too. While that 'female figure' could have been her maid, her mother, her sister or herself, it's absolutely terrible of the press to actually print these photos and circulate them joyously. For God's sake, what on earth is wrong for anybody to bathe naked?! She was in her OWN house no matter who that lady was, and what is WRONG with these people that you have to film a photo like this and tell everyone delightedly LOOK I HAVE A NAKED PHOTO ON MY HANDS are these people PERVERTED?!?! Do these people have feelings?! How would they feel if their MOTHERS or WIVES were photographed naked? Do they have a conscience?! What BEASTS they are!! Besides the horrible naked photo, they took photos of Sammi's mom buying food, her sister going home from work, and Sammi staring at the mirror, and they make it out to be as if Sammi was suicidal!!! I WOULD be suicidal if I were her by now!!

As a fan, I feel terrible as it is seeing these reports. It hurts and pains me absolutely to see someone I care for being tortured like this. She is trying to take a break for God's sake, LEAVE HER ALONE!!! Not only is her family suffering for no reason, all of us fans feel absolutely terrible watching ahmi undergoing such torture for God knows why.

But ahmi does not fail us. Instead of losing her temper, she wrote a deeply moving article for MingPaoWeekly, which gained the attention of all including Sandra Ng who was so impressed and touched by it she actually teared and read it out over the radio. Instead of and shouting foul words at the press which is what many uncultured artistes do these days, Sammi prefers to leave messages to us fans, who care the most for her, to comfort us. It's no wonder I love this girl. Her strength and courage is most encouraging to us, she's an inspiration. I know she'll never chance upon this article, but I think I'll just wanna let her know, and everyone who has been affected by the papparazzi's underhand doings that, all of us are there for you.

And this is what our beautiful Queen tells us:

Ladies and Gentleman in here, why u guys so....'gig hey' (angry)??? hahahhaaa......i am get use to it!!!!!! No need to spend time on those magazines!!! I want u guys happy, peace, sharing happiness, supportive in here!!!! hehehehhee....all of u like little kids.....hehhehehhee........and i am happy to take care and love u guys!!! ahhahahhaa.....ng hold no need to influence by the magazines. ahhahahahahahaa..........Mi didn't treat u guys la....u guys can see i am chatting with u guys in my bedroom, on my working table. But one thing, the shadow ( they clam ' a naked body in bath", but i really don't know what is the shadow is???? maybe it's just a clothes hanging there...hahahahahahahahahaha) is not MI (me).......choy ! choy! choy won gor hui!!! hahahhahahhaahhaa.....................Come on....Mi is happy as usual!! I hope u guys, too!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bad guy, don't angry, not good for your health! Mi only care peoples that i love!!!!

Isn't she the most wonderful woman on earth?
I'm interviewing her ex-boyfriend, Andy Hui on Sunday. For her sake I shall give him face and not ask embarrassing questions.